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2026

08/17 Re-attaching ................................................................................................................ 🌎 After a six-month kinda-sorta break from the online world.
08/07 Joy of Satan Rebranding ................................................................................................................ ↪ And performing a theological U-turn.
08/06 The Secret Experiment ................................................................................................................ 💰 Is 'The Secret' bullshit?
07/31 A Static Website ................................................................................................................ God, I’m such a freakin’ nerd.
07/25 Health Update ................................................................................................................ 🩺 How I’m doing after 15 years with a loving succubus companion.
07/08 Tucker Carlson Attacked by a DEMON ................................................................................................................ Who’d you piss of this time, Tucker??
05/14 They Bring Peace ................................................................................................................ Treat them good, cause they treat you wicked good.
03/03 Movie Nights with Succubi ................................................................................................................ 🎬 Do succubi even watch movies?
02/26 Succubus Substack Engaged ................................................................................................................ Why do I keep moving?? Will this site ever have a good home?

2025

10/13 A Year of Simply Being ................................................................................................................ I took the year off. Work just ain’t working out.

2024

12/26 Unwrapping Gifts ................................................................................................................ 🎁 Succubi are always the best Christmas gift.
09/24 Utterly Taken ................................................................................................................ Life took an unexpected turn. Succubi remain the most wonderful constant.
03/28 Season of Productivity ................................................................................................................ Enjoying the new job. Chinese bot-farms be damned.

2023

12/22 Christmas 2023 Update ................................................................................................................ 🚲 Built a new bike. Still trying to throw off the shackles of the ISP.
04/22 When People Find Out ................................................................................................................ It can get weird, but the outcomes are managable. Succubus magic helps.
03/30 I (Still) Burn for You ................................................................................................................ Being thoroughly and genuinely desired.
03/25 Vitalism ................................................................................................................ 💪 Nietzsche and a well-spoken youtuber. More wrestling with religion.
03/21 Sexual Health ................................................................................................................ How to achieve the best spirit sex with a succubus.
02/13 Terminally Online ................................................................................................................ 🛸 Regretting moving back to NH. Must hunt for UFOs.

2022

12/16 She Scares Me Sometimes ................................................................................................................ Seriously. When she tucks me in, someone is getting curb-stomped!
11/29 The Big Blue ................................................................................................................ 🧜 Do you know how to meet a mermaid?
09/03 Broken Eyes and Watches ................................................................................................................ ⌚ My final days in retail. Did she break my watches?
06/02 Anal Sex ................................................................................................................ Whoo boy… that succubus-tail has a mind of its own!
05/06 When Does it Stop Getting Better? ................................................................................................................ Getting lost in succubine bliss.

2021

12/31 Two Wrestling Souls ................................................................................................................ 🎄 Christmas brings a symbolic dream, a contest between two succubi.
12/01 State of Being - Not Doing ................................................................................................................ Being further carried off into realms beyond.
11/13 The Bi-Yearly Scare ................................................................................................................ 👻 When a succubus goes ‘bump’ in the night.
11/12 Moving On From Wordpress.com ................................................................................................................ Leaving the digital ghetto.
11/01 Who is Catherine? ................................................................................................................ 10 years later, I’m still not certain.
10/12 10 Years of Stoic Bliss ................................................................................................................ What I have learned thus far.
08/16 Shifting Forms ................................................................................................................ Never a dull moment.
07/26 What Do I Truly Enjoy? ................................................................................................................ Being with succubi, of course.
05/18 Stop Being Wishy Washy! ................................................................................................................ 👽 Remember that tic-tac UFO. Here’s a guy who saw it.
04/24 The Earth is Flat in Our 20 Mile Dome ................................................................................................................ It gets so good, I don’t want to leave home.
04/22 You Can’t Bail on a Succubus ................................................................................................................ 🔥 I burned the Liber Lilith book and lived to tell the tale.
01/01 My New Year’s Resolution ................................................................................................................ Every year, I try to do a little better.

2020

12/08 Catherine Tends to My Wounds ................................................................................................................ 🩹 I need to take better care of myself.
12/07 Long Term Health Effects - Revisited ................................................................................................................ 💊 She’s trying to get me to chill out and heal.
11/22 A Tribute to Her Kindness ................................................................................................................ Reality goes to shit. Suspected succubus meddling.
11/08 The Apolitical Succubus ................................................................................................................ You can’t pin them down ideologically. Don’t even bother.
10/07 My Ultraviolet Flame ................................................................................................................ ✨ She burns me up in the best way possible.
10/06 In the Stillness ................................................................................................................ Stepping into the real world a little more.
09/30 Autumn Time ................................................................................................................ 🍁 A charmed life in New England, while everyone else is losing their minds.
01/23 2020 Update ................................................................................................................ 🏡 Strapping in for a long geopolitically-imposed vacation.

2019

11/25 Peace from the Digital Drip-feed ................................................................................................................ 🧟‍♂️ Conquer tech-addiction with the philosophy of Steiner.
11/14 We're Moving Again ................................................................................................................ The struggles with the living situation and commuting continue.
10/29 Degeneracy and Being Honest ................................................................................................................ Youtuber embraces noble lies. We can do better.
09/30 Dopamine Demons ................................................................................................................ 🔋 How being with a succubus can sap motivation.
09/25 Succubi and Work ................................................................................................................ Social contract is dead? Summon a succubus instead!
09/19 Year Eight ................................................................................................................ Another year indulging succubine bliss.
09/05 Anon Stumbles on a Succubus ................................................................................................................ An ESL's supposed wisdom and my critique.
09/03 Face-Hugging ................................................................................................................ They can get very clingy in certain situations.
08/29 Keep on Running ................................................................................................................ It's easy to feel when they miss you.
08/12 The Third Wave ................................................................................................................ 🌊 Periods of renewed interest in succubi, how they ebb and flow.
07/20 More Milestones ................................................................................................................ She keeps blowing my mind. Aural manifestation indicates kinky shenanigans.
05/29 New Horizons ................................................................................................................ 🛫 Moved back to Georgia for a season.
04/21 Sit-Down Conversation ................................................................................................................ Dream-confirmation that she has adjusted her tastes for my sake.
04/12 Finding Balance (Again) ................................................................................................................ The world had better shape up. Men with succubi will force it's collapse!
04/06 Her Scent has Returned ................................................................................................................ And what a wonderful aroma it is.
03/11 Leaving an Old Life Behind ................................................................................................................ 🧚‍♀️ The fae are being manipulated into stealing me away!
02/18 The Insanity of Veganism - Part Three ................................................................................................................ 🥑 Final words on veggie-madness.
02/04 I Burn For You (You Burn Me) ................................................................................................................ Quiet fills the room, and your love flows through me...
01/07 Testing Spirits ................................................................................................................ I wrestle with an unseen spectre, trying to force his ideology on me.
01/04 My Apologetic ................................................................................................................ I remain unsure, while she claims Gnosticism.

2018

12/27 The Shroud ................................................................................................................ As with the god of Moses, you can't look a succubus in the eye.
12/09 Bound by My Own Law ................................................................................................................ Koetting shares lessons from his ex being possessed by Belial.
12/02 The Insanity of Veganism - Part Two ................................................................................................................ 🥑 Deep-dive into religion and veggie-mania continues.
11/30 The Insanity of Veganism - Part One ................................................................................................................ 🥑 Reflecting back on when I was a veggie-cultist.
11/28 When the Lights Go Out ................................................................................................................ It's cold out there, but in here, I have you.
11/02 Building on My Own ................................................................................................................ I take on a job with religious folk. It doesn't go well.
09/17 Aural Milestone ................................................................................................................ Catching her making little noises.
09/11 Year Seven ................................................................................................................ Quit my job. Loving succubus demon is elated.
08/06 Pilgrimage to Lilith's Mega-Sigil ................................................................................................................ 🇺🇸 - A tour of our nation's capital and the Catholic side of town.
07/16 Ride the Tiger ................................................................................................................ In an era of spiritual darkness and societal decay - Observe, listen, and learn.
07/06 Succubus Harassment (The Good Kind) ................................................................................................................ 🏡 I move back home and her interactions intensify.
04/22 Grounding Experiments ................................................................................................................ 😛 Grounded - not grounded... succubi will get you either way.
03/30 The Will for Anything Else ................................................................................................................ ⚡ Now officially a spirit-sex junkie.
02/23 Contract Evangelism ................................................................................................................ 📜 Earthly marriage contracts vs. a succubus spirit bonded to her man.
02/17 World's Last Chance - Brave Heretics ................................................................................................................ An offshoot SDA cult with flat-earthism!
02/10 The Spirit Trade ................................................................................................................ 🛒 How can you be 'out-of-stock' in dragon-mermaid girls! Come on!
02/06 The Aft-Deck Party Continues ................................................................................................................ 🛳 As our societal-boat sinks, the infernal current grows stronger.
02/03 Succubi and Politics ................................................................................................................ Is monk-mode the only way forward?

2017

12/30 Like a Real Girl ................................................................................................................ 💭 Do android-succubi dream of electric bliss?
12/22 Ghosting for the Holidays ................................................................................................................ 🎄 Catherine works overtime to keep the yuletide peaceful.
12/15 A Place to Dwell In ................................................................................................................ 🔥 New strongholds will emerge, built by unseen hands.
12/09 Amethyst Realm ................................................................................................................ Someone makes their spirit-lover relationship public.
12/05 Virtue and the Wrongthink Purge ................................................................................................................ Youtube falls off hard. Succubi show a better way.
11/21 Inheritance ................................................................................................................ A tribute to another great woman in my life.
10/05 First-World Problems ................................................................................................................ There are peaks and troughs. The low periods are no less meaningful.
09/30 A Connection Gone Awry ................................................................................................................ Navigating spirit-lover relationships minus the victim mentality.
09/28 Catherine Breaks Disney ................................................................................................................ Seriously. Pretty much every ride broke.
09/17 That Token Resistance ................................................................................................................ This is all I want, but I remain on the threshold.
09/09 The Crowd ................................................................................................................ This is why we can't have nice things.
08/17 Moonlight One-shot ................................................................................................................ 🌙 The impressions I get from her when she watches over me at night.
08/12 Demonic Morality ................................................................................................................ 😈 Different, yet not without virtue.
08/05 The Monk's Path ................................................................................................................ 🏝 The infernal current is often a solitary one.
07/24 World Building ................................................................................................................ A poem about me and her making a world of our own.
01/30 The Approval of Mindless Masses ................................................................................................................ The sacred art of not giving a fuck.

2016

12/24 In Praise of Christmas ................................................................................................................ 🎄 They know what Christmas is supposed to be all about.
12/21 Avoiding All Cults ................................................................................................................ Religion and politics are two seperate spheres that should never meet.
12/17 Alleged Truths and Lies About Demonic Harassment ................................................................................................................ Expert! We've got an Expert here!
11/23 I Messed Up ................................................................................................................ No, I'm not breaking up with Catherine again.
09/18 The Rocky Road ................................................................................................................ 😈 They like it when you resist.
08/13 Rewiring the Mind ................................................................................................................ 📖 A guide for improving relationships with loving daemons.
08/10 I’m Telling You Now ................................................................................................................ 😬 Dream-me just can't seem to put two-and-two together.
08/04 The Bible as Mind Control ................................................................................................................ The 'Good Book' is many things, but certainly not a good guide-book.
08/02 Liber Lilith ................................................................................................................ 📕 A look at the physical second edition. Hey, we can actually read it now!
05/18 Isunova ................................................................................................................ 🎵 We hit a rough spot. She is unshakably present.
03/05 Being Pushed Out of Bed ................................................................................................................ By a living, breathing mattress!
02/29 The Journey Home ................................................................................................................ 🏛 There's always a place for me at her place.
02/28 This Ship's Going Down, Baby... ................................................................................................................ 🚢 'We're taking on too many migrants, capt'n!'

2015

11/28 "Power in the Blood!" ................................................................................................................ Show me this supposed cosmic justice system without the bible!
11/11 Teach Me of Your Love and Wisdom ................................................................................................................ So I can make that leap.
11/09 Tarot Reading about Catherine ................................................................................................................ 🔮 I use the cards sparingly so they speak more profoundly.
11/06 The State of Our Union ................................................................................................................ How things are going post-spirit-lover-struggle.
11/04 A New Chapter ................................................................................................................ We're back! Catherine pulled me around. She's the only one who can.

2014

05/21 Final Thoughts ................................................................................................................ I thought I was done for good. She had other plans.
04/28 The Succubus and the Anima ................................................................................................................ Coping after the fallout, recasting Catherine as an archetype.
04/27 The Beginning of the End ................................................................................................................ 💔 Or so I thought. A fraud-psychic sets off my succubus demon.
04/25 Lilith's Connection to Inanna ................................................................................................................ 🦉 She's older than her Jewish mythology would suggest.
04/19 Atheism ................................................................................................................ Still believed in spirituality, but not the deities foisted upon me.
04/14 Rationalizations ................................................................................................................ The challenges are unique, but I don't have to hide who I am from her. She knows.
04/13 Aggressive Love ................................................................................................................ Wrestling with my succubus in a sleep paralysis state.

2013

10/01 When Her and I Fight ................................................................................................................ Can't outwit a succubus.
09/01 The Irrationality of the Experience ................................................................................................................ 🤪 I might be mental, but it's fun!
06/26 NOW ................................................................................................................ Still grappling with the possibility of more spirits hanging around.
06/26 Looking beyond the word "succubus".... ................................................................................................................ Highlighting a good post from Succupedia.
04/09 Feels Good to Write Again ................................................................................................................ I'm too busy. Catherine redoubles her efforts to love me.
02/20 A Star for Catherine ................................................................................................................ 💎 Traveling to another world, giving a gift to a hot girl.
01/31 Gust of Wind ................................................................................................................ Were there two succubi? Don't know. I eventually learn to just enjoy it either way.
01/25 Pulling Myself Over ................................................................................................................ Reaching for spiritual enlightenment. Succubi are better.
01/19 My Wayward Darling ................................................................................................................ The other succubus seemingly disappears.
01/15 Under the Stars ................................................................................................................ 🏕 Camping with succubi.
01/12 Short Story: How it Might Have Begun ................................................................................................................ The stage may have been set long ago.
01/11 A Memorable Exchange: Part One ................................................................................................................ An example of her ego-boosts.
01/09 Then There Were Two ................................................................................................................ ♓ Or was there? Still not sure. They all feel the same to me!

2012

12/10 The Pros and Cons of Being in a Relationship with a Succubus ................................................................................................................ A bulleted list.
12/09 Bonding with My Succubus - Part Four ................................................................................................................ Finding level again.
12/08 Bonding with My Succubus - Part Three ................................................................................................................ Kundalini and touch sensations.
12/07 Bonding with My Succubus - Part Two ................................................................................................................ 😲 Wait. How many of them are there?
12/06 Bonding with My Succubus - Part One ................................................................................................................ Grappling with the newness of it all.
12/05 How My Succubus Arrived... ................................................................................................................ An earth-shattering supernatural experience.

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